wanting... hesitating... looking... content.....

wanting:


just wanted to grasp, want it now, here...
its not that i need it...
its just that i want it...
how does it feel...
the smile of thy lips....
the fast beat of thy heart...
the eagerness to hold and to embrace....
to express and to feel how it is to be special...




hesitating:


dont like having it now...
better off alone...
free, happy, and motivated...
focused on career...
dont want anything to intervene....
wanting it yet not...
like wait.....




looking:


wanting it, yet hesitating....
although shields around...
still eyes roam and heart seeks....
where? when?
cant wait, now is here....




Content:


no one here...
still ok....
living life...
enjoying breathe....
stronger than any...
happy and glee ...