#1 ILOILO..... what's this?

How many people pass through this over-pass? Compare to the vehicle passing on the street?

Well its okay it was built for peoples safety, a wonderful project indeed,

thanks to the government of iloilo^^

but hell!!! Regardless the kinda-slanting stairs,

EXPLAIN THE ELECTRIC WIRES PLEASE!!!!!

Can anyone tell my WHY? Can anyone tell me WHAT’S THIS?

FEEL IT, SORRY

Peel off the pear skin, ravish the inside, and squish the fruit… I don’t know… I wanted to scream….. I wanted to jump over a nine storey building…. My beating muscle seems trodden and slowly diced by a small piece of blade…. Every volume of air my lung tries to engulf seems accompanied by the tiniest needle piercing through my lungs towards my heart… yeah that’s how it is….

My eyes were rolling towards number of people strutting back and forth, on my ears playing a local FM station, my favorite of course… my system is flowing through the song that the DJ plays… when suddenly he uttered this words…”what’s the purpose of sorry, when someone was already been hurt?” …. I was stunned…. For about a minute or two I was dazed by that phrase. I was consumed by the fact that I was one of those persons that says sorry when I done something wrong. Well looking at the bright side, I did admit my mistake….. But yeah, he does make sense… what could the word sorry do? Can it rebuild the ruined trust? Can it replenish the love that declined? Maybe, yes….but not totally….

I don’t know how to end this… it’s just like that….. You’ve been forgiven but the scar is there… one thing remains… how can I make up to it?

I DONT KNOW

Well I just let my fingers touch the keyboard and then here it goes. I don’t know if this make sense but I just wanna write it down…

Hmmm well the point here is…. this is where I express all my emotions... hahahaha yeah I don’t have anyone to talk to, im serious…. Its just me and my pillow…

Every glee, melancholy, heart aches, and stomach aches hahahaha nah not included stomach ache…. if im not lying and crying or smiling… I’m in front of this laptop and typing the words my heart utters.

Gawd! I may end up loosing my sanity if it wasn’t for this writing thing hahahaha… imagine, you have to keep all the emotions by yourself hahaha….

If you ask me where’s my friends, gees they’re busy hahahaha… nah the truth is id rather keep this on my own than to let them know, they have their own life to deal with.. hahahaha…..

Seeing me won’t tell you that im happy or im sad…. I’m just plain… my smile hides it all hahaha

So that’s it I guess… I don’t know again… I really don’t know hahaha maybe I don’t know my self….

All I feel right now is, happy but more of sadness, and a bit of nervous… my heart beats quite fast hahahah and every thump there is a distinctive twitch of pain hahaha

Hmm do you know why? Got any clue? Me I’m totally blank….. Gees I’m so stupid hahahaha

CHUCKIE MADE AN IDIOM

My idle mind is blasting.. hahahaha

I was sitting just near my fave chocolate drink “chuckie” then this idea pops in…

“Breathe in a straw”

hahaha senseless ayt? but id does make sense…. I consider it as an idiom, hoping Mr. Webster will adopt this one hahaha^^

Okie, now breathe in a straw…. literally, how do you feel when you breathe through a straw… well yes its quite tiring, hard and unpleasant. No matter how hard you draw-in air from outside to sustain your lung’s need for oxygen… still it wasn’t enough to make you feel pleasurable and free….

Connect connect!!!!

Yes now we can see this…..life is indeed a breathe in a straw…

You work hard, strive to your best; exert all effort just to attain a status of you dream. But no matter how hard you struggle to uphold your wants, still there’s the straw that hinders and filters you form achieving that vision.

Well, I guess.. I already made the thought crystal…

I guess chuckie helps hahahah errr its calcium it’s for the bones hahahaha

C’mon bear with me….